Since 2017 i was wondering when time will change and i get to actually see a real big difference in my life, as repetitive events & routine stuff were very harmful for my mental health & killing me slowly.
As usual I kept running away from what was killing me and bothering, I got carried away for some time with future life lessons that I felt at that time, that is the change BUT deep inside I always knew it’s not the change that i am asking for.
2019 was the year I just had enough. It was a give up year on everything and everyone in my life. It was the year I just wanted to focus on myself and set new rules and life goals. Hoping I might see the change I want to see and feel.
It is very important for anyone I believe to realise what’s going wrong & missing in self or life & work on it to be & live better. I did not have my hopes high this time but just went with the flow and valued & respected myself more.
Giving more to others and letting go of your core beliefs/values and neglecting self is harmful as much as being stubborn and not accepting your flaws.
As 2019 was ending I was stressed if 2020 will really be different.
As 2020 came regardless of what Covid-19 has done with the world and people, whatever was going around me at that time, it was the best year EVER for me and inshaAllah good times & years last forever. I just kept praying to god, asking him whatever I want to see and have in my life. In every prayer i made sure I ask him something.
Magically my dreams, wishes, thoughts have started coming true, i got married to a wonderful caring partner Alhamdulilah, what bothers me gets resolved, what i want, happens, Alhamdulilah, as if Allah has given me a magical wand. After many years of hardship I can say 2020 was a blessing. Alhamdulilah.
His way of making things happen is not always smooth but we get desired results for sure. Alhamdulilah for everything.
ان بعد العسر يسرا
Verily with every difficulty there is relief.
What I learned and want to share is “Never loose hope, Allah doesn’t forget anyone.” Focus on yourself, try to correct yourself, and never ever loose hope in pray to god, asking him what you want, he listens and he will definitely be there for you, keep your relation with god strong.
❤ Much love